This is torture.
The cacophony rises and abates
all around me. I cannot think, I cannot forget, I can only clench my teeth as
the pain drills into my head.
This anguish is more than any
should ever bear. It is ceaseless, it is agony personified, and it is going to
drive me insane. I don’t know how long I can hang on. My eyes are open, but I
see nothing.
And after the awful day I had
spent, this was the only way it could have gotten worse.